If it's meant to happen, it will happen.

Unconditional- without conditions, absolute. 

Not something of convenience.

        

     

It’s getting strange thinking back, especially because I’m so curious and I know it’s going to bite me in the ass.

I’m afraid.

I’m afraid of people I don’t know, of the dark, of the emptiness, of the night and of a knock at the door.

The hardest part is although there are the few that do know what has gone on and such, no one else does. Everything in my life has changed and everything has been damaged but no one around can know.

None of this is fair.

It’s the shit like this that hurts

Why don’t you want to see me the way I want to see you? I would give anything to see you, to be with you, to be hugged by you. 

And you won’t even respond to me.

How do you expect me to feel? What do you expect me to do? 

I just want you to want me.

I wanna go

I wanna go

I’m really disappointed with the way everything is turning out

Elton John is getting me through it though

The Cure - Just Like Heaven
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The Cure - Just Like Heaven

Show me how you do it
And I promise you I promise that
I’ll run away with you

Haven’t really been high lately.

Cause I’ve worked so much and been in so much pain, damn was tonight a much needed escape.